Have you ever been in bed but can't sleep.... yeah that happens to me a lot. It could be stress from something but I'm not sure. Could it be from a lack of sleep or thinking of food, or maybe it could be the thought of failure?
I've always gotten stressed over failure, much like everyone else. This time it feels different. I think it could be my flight instructor. He is a hard ass, to say the least. My favorite quote from him is, "Your like a goldfish because you get distracted every 3 seconds." I'm not even sure what that means. I don't get distracted that easily.
Could it be that I'm being hard on myself? Is that why I can't sleep? I've always been someone shy, I think about how others think of me all the time. Am I too loud, am I boring, am I funny-looking? It shouldn't bother me but it does. I'm just being hard on myself, maybe people just see me as just a random dude they'll only see once, I don't know.
Just some late-night thoughts before I go to bed.... maybe.
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